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MELISSA DEREK

Pronounced similar to Sasa is a teenager who is having her sweet fourteen. I'm in love with Derek Cheah Shik Tsung Seriously alot! My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be such better place without them all.

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LOVES DEREK CHEAH SHIK TSUNG !
One of the best feelings in the world is to touch and warm someone's heart, whether it be your love or just a friend, almost nothing can feel better.

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Janifer, Joanita, Jennifer, Michelle, Cynthia & Adeline are my six best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them. Proud to be God's follower, which mean she's a christian and she loves God alot ! That's all, apparently.
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Happy 2 year anniversary.
Monday, July 4, 2011 @ 2:50 PM

Dear Derek,

Happy two year anniversary, baby. I love you with all my heart and soul. You are my world, all of my dreams and I want you to know that. I'll never let you go. You truly are the most important person in my life. Huney, not only have you been my lover. But also my friend, through good times and bad. We've stayed by each others side. Holding on tightly each other. In each other we have found. Our happiness, our peace, and our home. Through the trials, obstacles and even the distance. We haven't let it phase us. As we show the world that, our love runs deep and true. That our bond is too strong to break and throughout everything. We are forever devoted to each other. I can never express enough. How much I love you, how much I care about you and how much I can't live without you. You truly are my soul mate, my angel, and my piece of Heaven on earth. God has truly blessed us. For two years now and I know he will continue to do so. Huney, I can't wait for the day. When we take that walk. Down the aisle and in front. Of our family and friends. Pledge our love to be everlasting. Throuh better or worse. For richer for poorer, in sickness an in health. Until death do us part. We do, yes we do. Pledge to always and forever be true. We do, on our anniversary.


To the love of my life Derek Cheah, thank you for never giving up on me from your love.

From your love,

Melissa Gabriel x









Thinking of our relationship
Sunday, June 19, 2011 @ 4:40 PM

Dear Derek,

I thought of you today but that’s nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head. I hope you've understood everything I’ve said. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. I’d never do anything to make you wanna cry. I’m sorry if I do something to make you really mad it only comes back and makes me really sad. I really do love you and everything you are. I hope this relationship gets really far. I’ll never get you out ii simply don't know how, in fact i’m thinking of you right about now. You’re everything ii need and everything to me, you know exactly who you are and what you want to be
you always make me smile just by being there. I hope you know how much I really do care every time ii think of you my stomach seems to twist. This is why ii love you, i’ve made a huge list the list goes on forever and never will it end neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend
not just a simple friend but a special friend at that. I want to spend my whole life with you


Love,

Melissa (:


Forever and always love you.
@ 4:24 PM

Dear Derek

I met you and I saw such wonderful person.

Then I became your best friend, and had a reason. A reason,

That touched me and walked me through life with you. I walked,
And began to have these,
Feelings, they were unexplainable and sealed my heart.
That ii knew this friendship will never fall apart, and at that moment ii said, "I know deep inside me ii will be with you forever”, as we go through ups and downs.
We will always be strong together. You made me realize who ii really am,
And have showed me the right way and I know I’ll do my everything to,
Make our relationship stay. You’re my joy and my everything the heart to,
keep me alive. I love you, now and always and forever until ii die.
Believe me when ii say this but its true. My love for you,
Is everything, without you i’m nothing and ii don’t know what ii would do without you, all ii know is that my heart would be torn apart or may ?
Cause ii do suicide and many crazy things and for that reason that,
would make me have unpleasant feelings, you know i’m here for as you are,
for me and ii believe that you’ll never leave me or ever try to hurt me. You,
do whatever to have a smile on my face and make me happy and that i'am
so thankful for being everything to me. I know sometimes ii don’t know how
to return the way you are with me. But trust me ii try my best to keep the
Stress from hurting me. I always hold it all inside and i’m sorry for what,
I’ve done wrong ii mean it deep inside. I know my love for you is like a
song, a song that will always play for you and doesn’t have any
regrets and feels so lucky to have you.

And I always thank God every moment of my life and like I said my love.

No matter what happens i'll always and forever love you till the end of time.


Love,

Melissa :)



I know you (:
@ 4:16 PM

When I first met you. I felt like ii had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what ii didn't want ever. You listened to me, ii bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, ii got to know the real you. A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings ii have inside. I know you like no one ii have ever known, and sometimes ii wonder. What I'd do if you were gone ? So ii have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be, time will remove the wall. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever ? I guess ii will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what ii have said. Meeting you has changed my life and ii really love you so, the feelings ii feel for you. I am never letting go. Remember me always and ii will too. I always think of me and you.


Sincerely from,

Melissa. Your love xx


Hello back to blogger :b
Sunday, June 12, 2011 @ 12:52 PM

Hey peeps.

Its been so long, I din't update my blog. Din't have that much of time to update, i'll be having a big exam this year, and so it is PMR. thats hell'a important :/ I've gotta study and everything, doing revision. trying to refresh my memory. sucks. well it's okay. just gotta work hard for PMR. teacher said so. its not SPM that decide our future. is PMR that decide our future. so I've to get a good result in my PMR's. I can't be lazy no more. I do not want to regret in the future. Of course, everybody does. Isn't ? That's common thing. Everyone wanted to success get a good job in the future. And not to be failure and get a sucks job. Even though I'm sucks in a few subjects. Well, I ain't wanna waste time. Just have to swag on it :b yeah ! I even teach my boyfriend. He's just the same like me. Slow thinking, hard to catch everything. But I know. I told him to make an timetable. And so yeah. I'ma gonna go to his home. Help him to revision. I want him to success either, for real I'm helping him. Make his family proud of him someday. I ain't wanna make his family look down on him. Of course. Now is not the time to enjoy. Just have to work hard for this year. After PMR, we can enjoy isn't ? And it's a long holiday for us. And why don't we be the same ? Guys. We know thats stress. But after PMR, only just 1 week. Isn't that hard ? After that, we can relax. Isn't that true ?

What I've to write, is just till here then.

Good luck in PMR guys !

And so for those who's having SPM this year too ! GOOD LUCK ! :b


The one.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 @ 2:58 PM

Dear Derek,

You are the only one for me and ii'am always yours to be. When you look my way and smile, ii know that ii am loved. For it burns deep into my soul. I will be at your side always, no matter where you are, no matter how far you go, you will always have my shoulder to lay your head upon. You are my life, you are my happiness, you are entwined deep within my heart and soul. II can feel your presence when ii close my eyes, for you my love that keeps my heart alive, you are the one that ii truly love, and there will never be another.

Love,
Derek.

The love I have for you
@ 2:51 PM

Dear Derek,

When we are miles away apart, can love heal my lonely heart. When you are here, all my fears seems to disappear, ii love you, ii really do. Sleep is sweet, when ii'm dreaming of you. Time spent with you, it makes all my dream come true. This love ii have for you, streams deeper than the ocean sea, you would never know just how much you mean to me. When II'am with you and when you are with me, there's no other place II'd rather be, because this love ii have for you shall last for all eternity.

Love,
Melissa.

I'am missing you.
Monday, December 27, 2010 @ 8:33 PM

Dear Derek,

Why can't ii speak when ii have so much to tell ? Why can't ii write when ii have so much in mind ? Why can't ii sing when there's music in my heart ? Why can't ii dance when there's rythm in the air ? Too many words left unspoken, too many things left undone. Why can't it be and why can't ii ? For all ii know this pain deep inside, took the gladness of my heart. Is this pain of missing you ? Is this the reason behind it all ? Hear the agony of my heart, longing for you and your touch. Feeling your lips, feeling your face. Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over ? For as long as we were apart ii can never be whole. I just want you to know, that my heart is aching because I'am missing you.

Melissa.


Promise
Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 11:37 PM

Dear Derek,

I will love you with all my heart, to have forever never to part. This is a promise engrained in me, take my hand and let it be. I will go to the ends of the earth if that is what you need, just say yes and let your soul take the lead. This is a promise at the core of me, kiss my lips and let this be. I will wipe your tears with no questions asked, no more will your feelings be masked. This is a promise ii make to you, look into my eyes and follow through. I will know how to hold you just by the look in your eye, ii will never forget not even on the day that ii die. This is a promise of my passion for you, smile at me and make it
true. I will support you even when ii cannot support myself anymore, ii will dig deeper and find the hidden strength at my inner core. This promise means ii sacrifice all of me for you, understand this and make our lives anew. I will love you with everything so deep inside and to only you this gift ii shall confide. This is a promise so incredibly real, kiss me my love and you shall feel.\

Melissa.

The picture in my dreams.
@ 4:11 AM

Dear Derek,

Late at night when I'm in bed. What seems like a picture begins in my head and as my eyes are begin to shut, my body feels like fluttering up. Then as amazing as it seems, the picture becomes clearer and clearer in my dreams. But what does the picture hold ? I still can't make it out. But as it begins to unfold, I know there is no doubt. It's a picture of a boy and a girl standing side by side with happiness in their eyes. But suddenly the picture comes to a stop. Then the girl looks like me, the boy I still can't make it out. But how can this be ? Everything was going right and I was going to see. The boy I loved and was going to be with for eternity. The picture isn't coming out and I guess I will wait and see. To find out who the boy is standing next to me. For maybe we might get together and I hope this dream come true. But now I won't have to wait for him; Because the boy in my arms is YOU.

Your love,
Melissa.

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